Dear First Year Teacher,
You are halfway done with your first year and you’re probably feeling drained.
Do you find yourself wondering what you’re doing? How you’ll keep going? How long until the next break? Don’t worry, Teach, you’re not alone!
Check out this graphic from the Wisconsin Education Association.
During the months of November, December and January new teachers feel the lowest about their profession.
I know. I’ve been there.
My first year I was teaching in an inner-city elementary school. We had no books. None. Not text books or a school library or anything.
I had to buy every teaching resource I used or scrape together what I could find. I would check out 30-40 public library books at a time (hoping no one would steal them). I was broke. I didn’t know what I was doing and I certainly wasn’t prepared to write a curriculum.
I stayed until 7 almost every night. I didn’t know what else to do. I was just surviving.
On the drive home, I would think about what I might possibly teach the next day. Can I possibly plan one more lesson?
Did I really go thousands of dollars into debt to do this?“Oh, how I don’t want 30 years of this.”
Ugh. It was bleak.
I know not all schools are as tough to teach in. But it doesn’t mean that your disillusionment with the profession will be any less.
Actually, 35% of teachers leave the profession in the first year (Wisconsin Education Association Council)
It’s a job that can be fun. You get to revel in the excitement of the students. You get lots of breaks during the year (because you need them!). But there is so much more to it than that.
You’re not alone Teach. We’ve been there. We see your disappointment, disillusionment, and tough days.
We can’t save you. We can help you. We can listen. But we can’t do it for you.
You’ll come through this stronger, better, and more resilient.
Take the Christmas break to rest, relax and renew. Think about what has been working and what you have enjoyed. Come up with a plan to create more of that.
But more than anything give yourself a break. Teachers tend to be perfectionists. Often we were star students in school and college. But teaching isn’t something you can jump into and be a star. There are so many dynamics to it. It takes years to master, refine and become an expert.
As much as you can, have fun along the way. You are a great person and you’ll become the teacher you envisioned. We can see so many of the wonderful aspects of your teaching already. You’ll get this. Give it time.
If you’re lucky you’ll get some snow days – time away helps with your inner peace. It’s time to catch up and, more importantly, relax. Otherwise, spring will be here soon. Birds chirping and warm air make everything seem better.
Next year, Teach, will be better. It will be a little easier, a little more organized. You’ll be better and you’ll continue to get better each year.
You were called to this profession for a reason. Embrace it, learn from it, and most importantly love yourself along the way. This is just one part of your journey. You’re much stronger than you give yourself credit for.
I believe in you. You can do this!
With much love and appreciation,
The Teacher Across the Hall